If I had a million dollars...
... I would have surgery/treatment so as to not remember last night...
I was sitting upstairs at my boyfriends house when the tornado sirens went off...

It was the first time in my life that the storm was actualy EXACTLY where we were...
they were talking about intersections of major roads that the storm was going to cross by and it was literaly the one like a mile up the road....
ugh
very eventful
but mostly I'm kinda upset at michael....
he was supposed to be going on a week{ish} long trip to get scuba certified at a boyscout camp...
the trip costs about 450$ {ish}
and last night {before the storm} he threw a fit and said he did not want to go... at all
like realy... a fit...
so in the end he isn't going b/c his parents had never seen him act that way and were scared...
and he is going to pay them back...

I find this apaling and I'm mad he's doing it... That is money he could be using to pay for college!!! to repair his car! to buy something USEFUL with...
but no...
and the reason he isn't going....
"I don't want to... I hate that place"
ugh

and so while he was off throwing a fit in the other room/talking to his mom I was sitting in the living room.... and thats when the sirens went off...

it was upsetting

and rediculous

and he was being unreasonable.....
and so now I'm kinda upset...

If I had a million dollars...

I would go out and fly over to south carolina and buy a little house by my bestest friend in the world Brittnie...

she is on the right, her little puppy blondie in the middle and me on the left

I miss her dearly....

alot

she moved away over a year ago and it's kinda something I don't think I'll get over...

no one has ever been as awesome as her = [

and I miss her...

so I would fer sure go live out there in the summer, and on long holiday's, and basicaly alot

If I had a million dollars....

I would buy a jacket for my new phone!!!

that's right, this cute little thing is now all mine... and not only does it slide out to the side revealing a keyboard, it also slides the other way!!!

I have the red version =]

an interesting fact to note is that all of the guys who have seen the phone call it pink, and all the women who have seen it call it red... I looked online to solve this delema and it turns out it is "rasberry"

It's a samsung exclaim and it is spectacular =] I am in love

me and my mom also stopped by godiva on our way out and each got a free piece of chocolate.

There is a special godiva rewards club going on and for a full year if you sighn up you get a free piece {AWESOME!}

airport

I don't realy like airports.

every time I go to one its a sad event...
Today {even though it feels like yesterday} I woke up at 4 in the morning {WOW!} and drove my cousins Taryn and Chris {who is a cousin-in-law but fits in beautifuly} to the airport because they are going home to colorado {booo}

the last time I was at an airport before that I was leaving california and had to say goodbye to the amazing family I met while I was there, my aunt, uncle and two cousins... all of whom are amazing people. To say it simply, there were tears.

So this morning {personaly I don't think it's realy morning unless it's light out... which it was not} as I was getting back into the truck I decided... I do not like airports. Though they may bring you amazing places, they are always there to take you back